Life is still very challenging at times. I have to ask God for strength, rely on family,friends, and church for support. I see Lucas struggling with all the changes. Sometimes I feel overwhelmed, and sometimes I even question whether or not I did the right thing bringing these kids home.
But I know the answer to that. And I also remember knowing it would be difficult sometimes. I know in my heart and soul we are all where we are supposed to be. It's just that sometimes I miss my old life because it was easier.
Then I see something like this (swiped from 'Livesay') and it removes all doubt. My rememberance comes back in a hurry. I remember to never forget Haiti.
Don't Forget Haiti: Tent City from Ryan Booth on Vimeo.
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I miss my old life a lot sometimes too. I knew it was going to be difficult, but I had no concept of how different parenting institutionalized children is compared to birth children.
I'm raising a second family solo as well; my two bios being 24 & 22 & now the two littles are 5 & 7.
I love my little guys to pieces but boy oh boy it sure can be trying. I understand where you are coming from so well.
Hugs - its got to get easier. Soon please........
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